05-05-2021, 10:12 PM
The simple answer, you have nothing to worry about regarding your specific fear, because failing to make harvest by a few% does not automatically equate to having to repeat an entire major cycle of 75,000 years(and even if it did that is not really such an existential terror. A lot worse things a soul can go through all of their own doing-and still come out the other side alright.)
What actually happens, is that let's say you are at 49% and don't quite make a harvest. You go to another 3d planet if the same planet no longer supports 3d. If it does for a couple hundred more years or so, your in luck. Either way, you'll be fine. You will start a new incarnation with a bias of 49%. It does not get reset. You can lower it or raise it through your choices, just like now. The risk is the same, if not actually lower. I'd say because of more experience. I'd say your more inclined to just require that one more life to push from 49% up past 51.
Your highest point will be sort of a save function. Whether that's from already being a high density wanderer, or just the 49%. You will begin incarnations with your best foot forward, and even if you have major setbacks, will take nowhere near even 4000 years(in a bad case), perhaps just a single life time to get straight.
The complex answer, or rather question, is why you find the idea of incarnating and learning lessons to be such an existential terror. Why not see it as an adventure?
What actually happens, is that let's say you are at 49% and don't quite make a harvest. You go to another 3d planet if the same planet no longer supports 3d. If it does for a couple hundred more years or so, your in luck. Either way, you'll be fine. You will start a new incarnation with a bias of 49%. It does not get reset. You can lower it or raise it through your choices, just like now. The risk is the same, if not actually lower. I'd say because of more experience. I'd say your more inclined to just require that one more life to push from 49% up past 51.
Your highest point will be sort of a save function. Whether that's from already being a high density wanderer, or just the 49%. You will begin incarnations with your best foot forward, and even if you have major setbacks, will take nowhere near even 4000 years(in a bad case), perhaps just a single life time to get straight.
The complex answer, or rather question, is why you find the idea of incarnating and learning lessons to be such an existential terror. Why not see it as an adventure?