02-18-2011, 08:58 PM
Ali, I find a lot of resonance with what you say in my own experiences. Maybe we're old friends.
But I can believe I still have a role in raising vibration. In several types of roles, I find myself acting as "BS detector", correcting the thread of conversation. It's not soft or lovey-dovey, but it is related to what I see as a right vibration or, simply, what is right and natural. I've found that few disagree when I do such things, and it's very rare that they disagree honestly! So I keep up this habit when I feel the motivation.
There are some other things as well in the past, but what I described is what I am doing lately.
But I can believe I still have a role in raising vibration. In several types of roles, I find myself acting as "BS detector", correcting the thread of conversation. It's not soft or lovey-dovey, but it is related to what I see as a right vibration or, simply, what is right and natural. I've found that few disagree when I do such things, and it's very rare that they disagree honestly! So I keep up this habit when I feel the motivation.
There are some other things as well in the past, but what I described is what I am doing lately.
(08-05-2010, 10:12 AM)Ali Quadir Wrote: There are bound to be differences for everyone who came here... Could you explain about "not being able to grasp structure"? What does that mean?
To me my biggest hangup was individuality. Not being part of a social memory complex that makes itself undeniably known to it's members was incredibly... Alien and lonely to me.. As a toddler I totally could not understand the difference between peoples expressed emotions and choices and their inner emotions and choices. It took me forever to realize I had choices to make and not to leave those choices to the group or whatever was it's substitute.
I cannot answer the question about density of origin.. Somewhere between 2nd and 6th... Including those two.. And depending on what characteristics you consider important.
(08-05-2010, 10:04 AM)unity100 Wrote:(08-05-2010, 09:31 AM)Ali Quadir Wrote: This is a generalization that isn't true. I am wanderer but my primary task is not this. I came here to have experiences that would help my people. Earths evolution is only relevant in that it is one of the places at this time where these experiences can be found. Even 2012 isn't relevant. My mission is already completed. The rest is personal growth.. Bonus achievements in wow terminology.
that was what Ra said in regard to reasons for wanderers as the first reason. i dont particularly agree with it.
That is honestly a relief to me. Did he really mean what we think he meant? He did often remind us that he was speaking through what was essentially a narrow bandwidth. Also that he often had to generalize. And that it had proven quite common in the past for people to misunderstand his true intentions.
Perhaps the "primary reason" means the reason that occurs most often and not the reason that is most important to all wanderers.