what ive been feeling lately

[BrownEye]

i figured i would put this out there as it has been a long time since i have started a post on the forums.
basically i have been experiencing an extreme sense of i dont want to be here anymore. i find that the very structure of society doesnt interest me at all it seems kind of meaningless. i dont want to achieve anything or attain anything or be anything. the structures of better than less than could interest me less they make me want to barf to be honest what a load of
c___ that is.

Hey I think I can relate. I became aware of the structure maybe a year ago. At that point I didn't know what to do. It took a while but I connected to the inner and with guidance came up with direction. I found that many others have taken the step I just now am acting on, getting rid of all worldly possessions and moving to where they are steered. Wilhelm Reich also saw this structure. It has been here throughout history, and at certain times in history there seem to be mass migrations. You may find something prodding you towards a direction.