If I am You - Law of One

[Ming the Merciful]

The strange thing, is that it is happening as event after event. Or, a totally unconnected event becomes the event. Once again, when you are not looking for it, it will find you. Live in the Now, and live naturally. The other thing which I find strange. Whenever I have a "Self-Realization", sometimes it is followed by a Pain or a Deep Hurt afterwards. Then a few minutes later it lifts and then there is a different understanding. Has anybody else had that? That is the worst part, although I do not want to get an emotional or a Mind attachment to them. That is taking a step backwards, and I am not going back. Without getting "Religious", its a similar feeling of being "Born Again" in Fundamentalist Christianity.

All events are connected yet most of the times we failed to see the connection.
Just like all avatars are connected yet most of the times we also failed to see the connection.

The challenge, at least for me, is on gaining the point of view of the 'opposite', the download from STS avatar's memory set. Usually it starts with "What a bastard!" kind of remark it then evolve into "WTF! This bastard is me? No way Jose!" and it will eventually evolved into "I now understand why he/she become a bastard, and that bastard is indeed me".

While I understood "Born Again" is about switching polarities during an incarnation session, but it can happened both ways. As I've seen a once solemn humble peaceful soul being "born again" as a zealous, fanatical, holier-than-thou kind of soul, strongly attached to his/her 'new found identity'.

I remembered reading something from Ra where he said 'switching polarities' is actually easier in higher-density / after the avatar gained experiences.
So it's like after walking down a path... and 'getting lost', it's easier to retrace the path back and took another path on the crossroad few miles back.
Compared to one who got stuck on a crossroad, confused and undecided on which path to take.

What you say makes a lot of sense. When you reach a new point in "Self-Realization" there is always a certain amount of Bliss. Taking you into a Higher State of Consciousness. What goes up must come down and return to the Balance and a state of normal living Sometimes, we come down with a bump, and the emotional self takes time to accept it. On the other hand, I know precisely about Fundamentalist Christians. Before I rebelled and sort my own Liberation, I was one, and "Born Again". Now, that is almost embarrassing because like most, I was self-righteous and arrogant, accepting no other concept. Thank the God(s), that is in my past. Never to return. We must always aim higher.