05-20-2009, 05:21 PM
what a great opportunity - thank you so much.
I am standing on an edge right now - there are two possibilities things will work out for me within this year.
I must add that I did my best do to evaluate the choices before i made them late summer last year -
So I can now only wait for the outcome and not influence anything of the process anymore and rely on specfic persons for that.
Either things will not work out as planned and i will be in a desastrous situation which I think will probably cause me alot of trouble with the closest people to me, that i love the most (they will probably do this because they feel disappointed)
or things will work out as planned and an abundance of opportunities isgoing to be available for me an is going to be extraordinary. I do not want to go too deep into specifics about what it is - however what i just wrote honestly presents my feelings and the situation i am in thus my reality the way i experince it.
and since now things have taken longer than expected - that is why one tends to become anxious at times although there is no defenite reason for a negative outcome only the delay to face with although things are all on track -
interesting is that i did not learn about anything spiritual or LOO related EVER before christmas last year,
so after the choices were already made.
and the way I seem to respond to this current uncertainity is by developing faith and (re)discovering my belief in the creator and working upon the self towards STO harvestibility and such related things.
now what i would love to know what you may want to add which seems important to you for me to know
especially in regards to the situation described.
thank you and much love
Alex
10th July 1981 - around 7:10 pm
I am standing on an edge right now - there are two possibilities things will work out for me within this year.
I must add that I did my best do to evaluate the choices before i made them late summer last year -
So I can now only wait for the outcome and not influence anything of the process anymore and rely on specfic persons for that.
Either things will not work out as planned and i will be in a desastrous situation which I think will probably cause me alot of trouble with the closest people to me, that i love the most (they will probably do this because they feel disappointed)
or things will work out as planned and an abundance of opportunities isgoing to be available for me an is going to be extraordinary. I do not want to go too deep into specifics about what it is - however what i just wrote honestly presents my feelings and the situation i am in thus my reality the way i experince it.
and since now things have taken longer than expected - that is why one tends to become anxious at times although there is no defenite reason for a negative outcome only the delay to face with although things are all on track -
interesting is that i did not learn about anything spiritual or LOO related EVER before christmas last year,
so after the choices were already made.
and the way I seem to respond to this current uncertainity is by developing faith and (re)discovering my belief in the creator and working upon the self towards STO harvestibility and such related things.
now what i would love to know what you may want to add which seems important to you for me to know
especially in regards to the situation described.
thank you and much love
Alex
10th July 1981 - around 7:10 pm