(04-14-2021, 02:43 PM)LeafieGreens Wrote: ...An issue / challenge I am struggling with is that sense of identity. There is a sort of fear of obliteration by my egoic self at the notion of evolving to 5D and becoming a social memory complex. Am I still me in that world? I think that what I understand now is that the sense of the individual experience and thoughts are always available -- but why would you want to stay in that small mind when you can have access to the Greater Mind?...
This is how I see it. Imagine being you just as you are right now, but wearing 7 pairs of glasses having different deflection.
While wearing all 7 your view is quite distorted and so much so that your own hand could appear to you as being another thing, other than something that is you.
Now remove one by one those glasses and at each step your view becomes less distorted. When you remove the last one then you see the whole picture as it is, yet you still feel like yourself.
The feeling of being you endures all the way to being once again in the perspective of the One Infinite Creator. Only your point of view changes, but the feeling you have right now of being you is exactly what it feels like to be the One Infinite Creator.
There is only one consciousness. That feeling of being conscious is unique and so we all share it.
Ra says that the spirit is a shuttle because it is the channel used to bring the One Unique and Eternal Consciousness in you and this is what enables your self-awareness.
So you'll never stop feeling that you exist, because you are existence Itself and there is nothing else. The concept of being unconscious like being asleep is only an artifact of the veil. It's just one extremely powerful pair of glasses. In reality we are never unconscious, but how you feel like in that state is hidden from us while incarnated in veiled 3d. It's actually incredible that a Logos was able to create such a thing that can give this experience of being unconscious.
EDIT: Whole thread here on the subject of unconsciousness: https://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=4926