i understand what's going on... (warning : too deep !)

[schubert]

This is pretty normal now

maybe in spiritual communities, but i don't think i've ever had a relationship in real life where i would've felt comfortable talking about these things. my family is christian so that doesn't help.. lol

Virtual Reality Game is a good analogy, it is however still an analogy, not correct in 100% accuracy but good enough to give out as a reference.
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And YOU, although now you know your own self as merely a player inside a game, actually also have the capability to create your own game.

i really enjoyed your comment cause i think video games provide such a good analogy to this type of discussion. am gonna create some awesome games i already seem to play them in my dreams sometimes like i will have a dream where i'm playing games i play in real life except i'm IN the game/it's my whole visual field and i control it with my mind/will. i think in non-physical higher dimensions this could be normal. it's so cool to me because you could do some incredible things if you weren't bound with controls. like for example in a game like rocket league.

What you are confused about is the "Science of Spirituality". (Krishna Consciousness Phraseology). Reaching and understanding the "Unknowable Entity".

i ain't confused about nothin, friend