Japanese Anime - A good way for some escapism, relief and psychological comfort

[Patrick]

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"All in all, the most depraved content helps root me.  On this planet, at this time, more positivity is what is needed to help manifest what was chosen.  But there is such a thing as being too positive to function in any useful way for my other-selves.

I would just be floating on a cloud in coocoo land.  I'm not too far from that as it is. "

I think if other people knew that part, they would misunderstand you less, as your attitude would often get you lumped in with the "New Age, there is no darkness, only peace" crowd.
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Yeah well I think that's the sort of thing that is better when discovered in good time and little by little.  I tried something like what you are suggesting in the past and all it really does is make you appear as a hubris.  Like "Who's that f***er who thinks he's actually succeeded in integrating anything, thinks he's in a position to know anything!".  "Minimally balanced my ass !  You're just another f***er like everyone else!". Etc...  While I actually prefer to think that I don't know anything and yes I am just another f***er.  It seems to bring this in others even if faced with humbleness all the way.  In fact, often when people starts wondering how anyone remains untriggered, they start thinking that the trick is to ignore the bad stuff or the bad vibes or whatever.  "He's just remaining positive and ignoring the negative comments! pff"  That would be much too easy, it's not how that works.  You remain untriggered because you really get why the other is reacting this way and it makes perfect sense to you.  You don't feel attacked and you just "hug" the person whatever they say or think.  Anyway, I'll shut up now, we're getting in that fluffy (if not hubris) zone.