Dealing with the negative polarized

[Ohr Ein Sof]

All is one and not all STS is about power over/under. Some people just prefer to be alone.
Having said that... I find it quite naive when STO people seem to feel like they're in the right, by trying to save STS or imply they'll get it eventually, like STS isn't part of the creator's plan and we aren't doing what we came here to do.
Most here choose the ironic path of excluding STS or acting like they're superior in their chosen perspective of all that is.
I'm more than likely STS although I never thought of myself in that light, until recently.
In 2002 I had a vision that seemed to show me that all is one and I spent alot of time trying to understand the epiphanies I had. I always felt like I was born to help others reach the state that I had stumbled upon. I say this because up until the vision, I was dead set on doing my own thing, regardless of the effect it had on others, even my wife and 2 children.
I now feel like I was harvested STS.
I started seeing things before they happened and used it to my advantage.
I'm learning to understand my choices since then and all of them point to me choosing this, as a means of acting as catalyst for others.
I've been told by a theta healer that I ascended in South America 25,000 years ago and chose to return to help others reach the same level of consciousness that I found...when one feels pain, we all do.
I feel like the perception of STS is quite distorted, especially on these forums

This is due to the sincere belief of fourth-density negative that to love self is to love all. Each other-self which is thus either taught or enslaved thus has a teacher which teaches love of self. Exposed to this teaching, it is intended that there be brought to fruition an harvest of fourth-density negative or self-serving mind/body/spirit complexes. From 26.34