Ethical dilemma

[Richard]

I work at a hospice where people spend their last days before they leave this life. There was a problem I encountered when I worked tonight.

I have a healing ability. When I use it, it has always been by request of others. I never use any kind of Power over others self without their consent, with one exception. My own doughter. She is only four years and can therefore not understand it fully yet. So I've healed her couple of times when she was sick without her consent. Anyway, I've never used it on other children or any adults without them knowing it and approving it.

This night I had a patient who was suffocated due a very progressed obstructive lung decease. Usually there are relatives with the dying person around the clock. But this poor man was left alone for the first time since it progressed that far tonight on my watch. He was in a severe anxiety stage and was whispereing that he didn't get enough air. Well, you see the picture.

Now the problem is that I am prohibited to heal or use any other non approved by science teqniques by swedish law. This specially applies for the dying people. If I do that I will loose my nursing licence and will be prosecuted. Despite that it is also in conflict with my own strong principles of using any kind of supernatural abilities on people if they are not aware of it, and have approved it.

This man was in a really bad condition. Imagine yourself if you would slowly suffocating to death. When I put my hand on his back I felt power running through my arm and my palm got really hot as it does when the force is in work. And just like that he started to breath in a more calm matter and relaxed by closing his eyes.

What to do?

I would suggest....don't get caught using it. Don't say you are using it, but try and be circumspect in your use of it to protect yourself. If you believe even half of what you read in just these pages...these kinds of things are going to become more common.

In the meantime...well, if I were in your shoes...I'd use when I could actually help...with or without permission. If anyone asks what you are doing...you might just say you were offerring up a prayer to ease this persons pain. Really...what can anyone say to that?

Richard