Depression

[sillypumpkins]

i love that quote graemett, thank you for sharing.

it does feel like the way I am now experiencing my emotions was preceded by a degree of acceptance towards the "negative" emotions I so often find myself experiencing. and so... the scales must balance! now I am beginning to feel those positive emotions as much as I am the negative..... and while it's often jarring and confusing, having not been used to experiencing my emotions in this way, I have found it easier to rest within the paradox of feeling like there is no point, and, knowing that there is one.

i am for sure in a state of utter confusion these days, however..... I am surprisingly okay with that

thanks again