Messengers of Love

[zedro]

...we must consider the fact that there may be plenty of other seekers with similar backgrounds who are much more new to the STO path but have full 6d negative experience. Despite the raw strength of the commitment to STO, it is untrained and untempered in these situations(at least in comparison to the negative wisdom).

This really lit up a bulb for me. One of the things I keep emphasizing is how our incarnational blueprint and individual karmic rulesets make all of our situations unique (especially for wanderers), which is why I will typically resist against general assertions on how we should 'act' and 'feel' and what that means for our polarities. While I feel I have a fairly good instinct about these things (learned from my own journey and directly witnessing those around me), there are still certain areas that confound me.

Wanderers and graduates have certain roles to play, and some have been active but most (I believe) are sidelined waiting for the big show. Some are here to simply raise the general vibration, some are here for missionary roles, some for teaching, and some for roles still obscured. Depending on what role in the game they are (or will) be playing will bring about a very unique experience, some living in simple but isolated harmony, others may be paying a hefty price to be here and just need to survive and hopefully make it to their destiny in reasonably good shape. And maybe along the way, pick up some experience.

So perhaps you come from a very old 6d SMC that wasn't exposed to a logos with negative polarity, you may not feel confident in exposing yourself to it, or conversely, the more adventurous might shine a light in foreboding places. But I never considered how a 6d wanderer who came from the STS path might express themselves here (well I might have wondered if that was my history considering the hell I went thru). I could see such a wanderer avoiding the possibility of depolarizing at all costs (Ra's story about Venus comes to mind), or conversely, that wanderer could also be an expert in the field, like an ex drug addict trying to keep kids from following the same path.

This is why it's so important we keep an open mind and not get dogmatic in these concepts. All teachings are a double edge sword and the LOO is no exception, and it's best if we are free to openly discuss these possibilities without judgement.