Sexuality

[sillypumpkins]

So the realization sort of came to me when I was listening to music/playing music.... I was listening to a new artist I've fallen in love and I was just listening to her songs, then going to play my guitar, then playing another song, playing guitar, etc.

There's something about this artist (her name is adrienne lenker) that was just...... like a womb almost? Her music, I mean. It has like this feminine sort of quality to it and I could really hear it. So I began to listen closer and it just became clear to me that I haven't been giving the divine feminine her due credit. I could hear it in her music, and I could hear that it was lacking in my own music.

I make music with my brother and there tends to be like a real "masculine" method in how we do it. "Just do it" kind of thing, like just going for it and not really letting things come to us. I've been getting frustrated with that lately, cause it always just felt like something was missing.

So, now I make more room for the feminine in my music, and I can hear it already! I've been bringing that sense to the jam sessions I have with my brother too, so that has been feeling more fulfilling as well.

Putting the music aside though (I suppose it was the catalyst for the realization), I'm keeping in mind that this dynamic is the basis for all Creation, and thus, yes, every thing is sexual. Everything is just....... *italian fingertip kiss gesture*

Like I said, still nurturing this. It feels like I just found another piece to the puzzle though, which is nice :p