01-07-2021, 02:04 AM
Hello there, Tmani. Welcome to this little zoological preserve.
Having strolled through your exhibit, I would say
a. you hit a lot of the high points, and
b. after cementing together a layout of a masculine map of your being, you might want to consider visiting the feminine aspects.
For instance, how would you weave Mystery into this? What about surrender or receptivity (as compared with achievement oriented developement)? If one were to fall back into the feminine side of Divinity--like reclining into a soft, cushy, supportive bed--and not be concerned with either conforming to or transgressing your conceptual matrix, but simply vibrating ad libitum with a bias towards Beauty and/or Love, would one experience self any differently? Might one connect with different refined states of consciousness than what you imagine?
I realize its wholly unfair to ask you what lies out there beyond your imagination, but maybe this will help make some room for Mystery?