Duality and Integration of Self: how do you handle it?

[Ohr Ein Sof]

  
Sorry, I'm a bit confused.  When I walk the steps of light on my graduation promenade, are they gonna ask me about the knowledge I've acquired, or are they gonna see what degree of 4D light makes me queasy?  If the latter, will they ask me at least to show some graphs or equations or.....?  Or will they simply be reading my vibration to see how much love I can handle?

So, my learning how stuff works would be a more direct way of leaning how to allow love to flow through me than just learning how to let love flow through me as I seek to release my blockages and hyper-activations?  Really?  Do you have a peer reviewed chart comparing the efficacy of both approaches?  That would be way cool!
  

I agree with all you said but especially this;

When I walk the steps of light on my graduation promenade, are they gonna ask me about the knowledge I've acquired, or are they gonna see what degree of 4D light makes me queasy? 

Intellectualism would be difficult to open the heart with. Computing information with just brain power does cover the entire process and actually, it can leave one as Black Dragon said;

I've also personally been seeing lately that trying to address all this from a purely cognitive standpoint just creates a lot of noise, mental clutter, and confusion, at least for me.

It helps to be intelligent no doubt but it falls short when we are trying to understand and if we can, comprehend the Law of One or even to have an open heart. I know a few people who were not intellectual but who loved, accepted and forgave at every chance. I surely hope to see them again someday. If I make it out of 3rd density.
Thank you Sacred and BD.

There is a reason there is a card called the Fool, those who don't know better often accomplish what those who do know better think is impossible.

Thank you. I will take that as a compliment. I would love to think myself as The Fool Card. It is a beautiful card it represents Ruach, Life-power and before manifestation.