I'm back

[Ovindu]

Hello everybody,
                      I took a break from my spiritual path for a while, although I still decided to continue with basic mindful practices. I have decided to continue the journey with no end and no beginning today. I am writing because I want advice as to what kind of spiritual practices I can do to liven up my path. I took a break from the Ra material, but now I have started to read the 'Secrets of the UFO'. I think that I need to start from the basics of spirituality again as I get lost in all the complexity.

Also, I want to ask - my sexual energy/desire is too strong. I want to find a way to balance this materialistic sexual energy/desire.

I enjoy looking up at the stars (sometimes for an hour or two) and wondering, non-conceptually, the mysteries of the stars. I also look at the moon and see the life in the moon. It is especially wonderful, I feel, to gaze into the abyss of the stars after reading The Secrets Of The UFO. I want to ease back into my spiritual path after a break.

Thank you  

Find a way to channel your sexual energy. You can transmute it into your heart.

I explored my lusts for anthros in particular, and learned to balance lust and love.

Work on releasing resistance, clearing energy blockages, and the overactive sexual energy will become balanced.
Now, I am just in bliss like 24/7.

So whenever I feel a strong sexual urge, should I meditate on love and focus on what I am grateful for (which will raise my vibration). This is what I have been doing in the last few days and it works. Can you please tell me if this is the right thing to do?

I think my very high sexual energy is a form of karma that came from my past lives into this life so that I can work on balancing the orange/red ray thus balancing the sexual energy. I am now 16 years old and the very same sexual energy was there when I was 7 years old. It couldn't have developed just within this lifetime. Do you think this may be the case?
Thank you for your comment!
Cheers,
Ovindu.