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[Ohr Ein Sof]

Hello everybody,
                      I took a break from my spiritual path for a while, although I still decided to continue with basic mindful practices. I have decided to continue the journey with no end and no beginning today. I am writing because I want advice as to what kind of spiritual practices I can do to liven up my path. I took a break from the Ra material, but now I have started to read the 'Secrets of the UFO'. I think that I need to start from the basics of spirituality again as I get lost in all the complexity.

Also, I want to ask - my sexual energy/desire is too strong. I want to find a way to balance this materialistic sexual energy/desire.

I enjoy looking up at the stars (sometimes for an hour or two) and wondering, non-conceptually, the mysteries of the stars. I also look at the moon and see the life in the moon. It is especially wonderful, I feel, to gaze into the abyss of the stars after reading The Secrets Of The UFO. I want to ease back into my spiritual path after a break.

Thank you  

Hi Ovindu!
Well, ok. I personally think the Ra material is a great place to begin, although it may be difficult to understand parts of the material, I would like to say that when you are ready, the information will reveal itself to you. You found the information, so you must be ready for it or you would have not found it or it would not have found you, whichever way. I would like to make a suggestion however. Read the material, meditate on it and then what you have meditated on, leave it where it lies. Do not continually think about it as a goal to try to figure it out. Then, listen to your thoughts as they formulate and look for intuitive promptings. We all have an inner teacher plus we all have guides that assist us in this very thing. Ok...then you said you are trying to be mindful which is excellent. Try, if you can, to make a regular practice of meditation. Let's say, couple times a week for 10 minutes until you get really good at it then increase by 5 minutes until you are proficient for the 15 minute sessions; then increase it as you feel comfortable with. You will not do well at any spiritual advancement without 3 things; meditation, contemplation and prayer. These are the building blocks of your foundation in order for you to build your temple.
One more tip; meditate in the same spot that your read the material in as this will build the energy in this area. Good luck!