Magical work of negative beings in my room

[Puya]

hello everyone and thank you for your further advice which I will all take to heart.

I actually still think that it really is what I saw but don't rule out that it only happened in the subconscious. I also think that in the end it would come down to the same thing in terms of how to deal with it and what I learn from it, so I actually think it is not important whether it was real or just subconsciously.

In any case, I would now like to post the entire story and its connections.



It was on December 25th, 2020 in the evening

I my sister and my mother talked about which film / series we want to watch. The series I and my sister wanted to see (a dark series but not a horror) my mother didn't want to see because she said she couldn't sleep.

I asked why and she said she really didn't want to talk about it because it was christmas but then she did.
Every time we saw this series she was visited in a dream by a being who probably wanted something bad to her, it was always the same being in her dreams and it came out that it had been like this for years and mostly whenever someone came to visit us at home my mother said this thing would come to her afterwards at night in her sleep.

I immediately thought that this might be something that haunted my mother or is tied to this place (living room).

And I remembered a dream I had when I slept in the living room once:


I slept and in this dream, I woke up in the living room, I thought I was really awake, because everything was just like in real life and it was the middle of the night (I had put a mattress in the living room to sleep, even this was exactly in the dream where I put the mattress in real life)

So I woke up in this dream and went into the hallway, everything was dark and when I opened the door to the toilet, a black figure made of fog came up to me and pushed me through the hallway back into my mattress.

It tried to penetrate me and my fear became so great that I finally became too weak to stop it.

It turned into me and when I lost all hope a bright light shone out of me, so strong that the being full of horror took flight and disappeared over the balcony door.

I woke up bathed in sweat and heard the neighbour's dogs barking, which are right next to our balcony, then suddenly they whined and it was quiet. I don't know if it has something to do with it, but normally the dogs never bark.


In any case, I remembered this dream and I was sure it was the same being that visited my mother again and again. And I was sure that it is "only" a negative form of thought that is tied to this place.

Then the thought occurred to me that this being probably knows nothing else than fear, terror and horror and the strong need to give him love and light of the creator overcame me.

My mother and sister were initially against it and were very scared and didn't want to talk about it any further. But we then agreed that I would meditate and that the two of them pray for me during this time.

(I would like to note here that we have never done anything like this together
And generally I have little practical experience with meditation, maybe 2 years.)

So I sat down to start meditation.
Before I meditate, I also asked my positive friends to accompany me and help me.


I tried to contact the being and it felt like it was already behind me.

I began to send love and acceptance and to persuade it that it is loved as it is and that I offer him to participate in this meditation so that we can together feel the love and the light of the creator. I said it's okay if it doesn't want to, I understand and no matter how it choose, I still love it. I said that we will soon clean this place because we ourselves will continue to develop and that being will have a hard time staying here. But whichever way it decides, it's okay and it should take the time it takes to make its decision.

The being decided to come to me and I felt a color, the color of the being went from black to transparent gold.

now I and the being sat there and my mother and sister continued to pray, suddenly it was as if I could feel how they were praying and what they were praying even though they did not say it out.

and then i felt that there was something else, not in this room, but in this apartment, in my room.


I could suddenly feel the apartment and see in this feeling and I went into my room with a feeling there I saw another being, it was gray, humanoid, the head with horns like a demon, I saw my room as it was in a gray tone was wrapped and next to the demon the pentagram / magic symbol (maybe it was a hexagram not a pentagram,in retrospect, i can no longer say it with equality)

I wasn't afraid, however, I felt great love and acceptance and I took the being by hand and took it with me into the living room.

i sat down to the other being and invited the "demon" to join us and join us so that he too can feel the love and the light of the creator. I told him this was very nice, so much nicer than being alone all the time, not being able to trust anyone and only carrying out terrible orders. here with us and as a positive being there he can be who he really is and he would be loved for who he really is.

However, he hesitated, he just stood in the entrance of the living room and watched us, I said it's okay whatever he decides.

Now I felt my sister's concentration slowly disappearing as she and my mother prayed incessantly.

I said goodbye to the two beings and ended the meditation.


I now talked to my sister and my mother about it. and when I told them everything my sister said that she too had the feeling that there was more than 1 entity there.

and my mother said she had a vision while she was praying, she said the whole room was filled with a bright golden light while they prayed and i meditated.


I would like to note again that we have never done anything like this together and have never meditated together in general.


Now suddenly a strong feeling came over me. I felt how the demon, who decided to stand aside, attacks the negative thought-form that has become positive.

so i decided to go into meditation again to protect the positive being.


this time my mother just prayed my sister said she was too exhausted.

I was able to bring the being to me in meditation and thus prevent the demon from attacking it further.

I now started again to persuade the demon to join us too. I don't know what exactly I said but he decided to join us after all.

I took the two beings to my chest and said to my positive friends in the heavens, how nice it is that they both are now with us, these two lost souls.

and the demon changed its color from gray to a golden yellow light shade.

now i asked my positive friends from the heavens to take care of them. And it was as if two lights were coming down. the now positive thought form went with one of the lights and part of this positive thought form also became part of me, as if it had left an golden imprint on my chest. (only in meditation)

The demon, however, he did not go with, in the last second he decided to return, but he was still golden yellow, he seemed desperate, he seemed as if he could not go although he wanted to, as if he were obliged to stay, he tart a few steps back and then a kind of dark light /dark fog appeared and the bright light (my positive friends from the heavens) began to negotiate with the dark fog about the demon.

I felt that I could not do anything anymore then watching and decided to end the meditation.


This time my mother said she had a kind of vision again and the golden light was back it filled the room, but only towards the end and she felt a great power.

My sister only said she was scared the whole time because she thought of my description of the demon from the previous meditation. But this time she also did not participate in prayer or meditation.



That's the whole story, if someone has read it I would be very happy if you tell me what you think of it.