02-05-2011, 02:10 AM
(This post was last modified: 02-05-2011, 02:11 AM by BlatzAdict.)
(02-04-2011, 08:41 PM)ahktu Wrote: I've had numerous "choice" moments. Only looking back now do I realize how potent that particular moment was for me. The fact that the person I hurt so badly forgave me like it was nothing only made me want to help others that much more.
i swear it's like you peered into my life. and you are writing exactly what I go through. I want sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo badly to help others, I want it, I breathe it, I eat it, I crap it, I whisper it and shout it.
The problem is, finding the best route of action in order to be of service, and communicating it in such a way as to avoid fights, and to avoid conflict. To do all of that and yet still make people feel better, and to expand their horizons in the process. That I still need help with.
It's like trying to skip on stones that barely reveal themselves on a deep river and trying not to slip in the process.