I want to explore the negative polarity.

[Sacred Fool]

By exploring darkness it will help one to recognize light.
As light cannot be recognized without the backdrop of darkness.

Yes, and this happens to nearly all of us all day long and all night in the sense that--without ever going near negative polarization, necessarily--we are ever facing choices of opening up to fully flowing love and light (or as close to that as we can reach) or closing down our energy and accepting a darker experience of Creation. 

For instance, in this moment I could choose to open to you some, but not too much, or I could choose to be as open-hearted and without distortion as I can.  As the cycles repeat and repeat, perhaps at some stage my polarity and my desire to serve will allow me to vault through this squishiness into a place of more firmly rooted recognition of self and of light?