12-14-2020, 06:04 PM
(12-14-2020, 11:14 AM)peregrine Wrote:(12-14-2020, 07:42 AM)Louisabell Wrote: And yes, I admit to totally projecting my own fears onto this equation. I hate the concept of a STS path, I wish it was never mentioned in the LOO, which was supposed to be a philosophy of unity, not duality. All this focus on duality has given me this ridiculous irrational fear that I'll somehow graduate to 4D negative, unwittingly. I have no idea why I can't shake this irrational fear, as I actually do really love people, that's never been all that hard for me.
This is a textbook example of what Jung calls "the shadow." That which you cannot accept/love you hide in a dark place, and it grows there until it sneaks around and nibbles on your soft parts in the middle of the night!
This seems quite apropos to this thread. Is acceptance really mightier than fear? If so, why does that very often not seem to be the true? If not, then how could we possibly move forward, except by chance?
Is this not the crucial dividing line between midnight and noonday? Are we just hoping we draw a lucky number before the end of the world? Or does the light of our heart offer us an wholly different place to stand and embrace the entirety?
I report, you decide!
The brighter the light, the sharper the shadow, as they say. There is no end to shadow work (as far as I can see, it only gets more intricate, subtle). Potential by itself has no direction, and the Choice must be made again and again as we continue to inhabit this 3D plane of Choice.
Saying all that, I still don't want to graduate to 4D negative, even if it seems extremely unlikely at this point. I may be able to balance such a fear with a more "come what may" (whatever it may be) attitude. Still working on that one