I want to explore the negative polarity.

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.... I wrote a whole thread only for it to be lost when my computer crashed. Anyways, throwaway account...I don't want anyone who knows me too see this and pretty much just want to hear people's opinion whether or not this is a viable choice....wish I could have said more but I'm mentally too tired to write down all of my thoughts again

Just go join a religious cult (Jehovah Witnesses or some Evangelist American groups are good candidates), an extremist right wing group, or a major corporation (better American, better one of those investment funds which plunder everyone and everything).

You will have your negative polarity experience so fast and so hard before you can even spell 'negative'.