I want to explore the negative polarity.

[Patrick]

...In my view there is no way to win in this world without succumbing to STS...

Ra explicitly told us exactly how to win this game.

https://www.lawofone.info/s/50#7

...This game can only be won by those who lose their cards in the melting influence of love; can only be won by those who lay their pleasures, their limitations, their all upon the table face up and say inwardly: “All, all of you players, each other-self, whatever your hand, I love you.”...

But if you think it will be easier for you to win the game on the negative path instead, only you can know.  Maybe for some doing as Ra says here might actually be harder than going down the whole STS rabbit hole.

It's not something I can understand at the moment, I did not bring that understanding with me in this incarnation.

But right now, letting the melting influence of love have me, seems to be SO MUCH EASIER than what the negative path has to offer.