I want to explore the negative polarity.

[Louisabell]

Hi throwaway. Sorry to hear you've had it so rough in life so far.

I think there's some confusion though. Having 'negative' emotions is not a sign of being on either path. Polarisation would mean channeling those negative emotions into either 1. a greater sense of acceptance or 2. a greater capacity/desire to control others. I don't think either path is neccessarily easier in obtaining freedom from painful emotions and mentations.