I want to explore the negative polarity.

[Louisabell]

There is no better, the question is what do you want as a self?

Oh geez, I'm seriously drawing a blank. I'm going to have to think about that one.

To dive into the details of if it is better.

Is it useful to the One Infinite Creator? Yes.

Is it useful to our Logos which designed this mixed polarity experience? Yes.

It is useful to the Confederation of Planets that wars the negative polarity? Not from their perspective, still does though on the long term as it goes back to higher principles of unity.

It is useful to you? Probably will require balancing throughout the development of the repercussions of this entanglement, still does though on the long term as it goes back to higher principles of unity.

It's almost like there's no mistakes.

There are no mistakes, but choices have to be made.

On the question of what I want as a self - well I want joy and I want challenge.

Joy is an obvious choice, but challenge is the great blessing in disguise that gives the eternal gift of having learnt more about myself.

And perhaps the greatest challenge of all is the clear mirror which reflects back accurately the Self in all its glorious imperfection. So honesty is a great service in and of itself, given without any expectation of how it should be received, of course.