I want to explore the negative polarity.

[Glow]

Hi throwaway — oooh I know that means the handle is throwaway but that felt gross to type as a name.

OP I have nothing to add really. I’d have no advice.

I just want to say as your sister in energy regardless of you service orientation I know even to consider STS means you have suffered. Pain leads one to seek further pain, or eventually towards love.

So as your sister I am so sorry you feel bad enough you’d consider moving towards a polarity of hurting others and enslaving/separating further from self.

Know you can always come back. We are all one and no one is stuck away forever. It just gets a harder the further you go to change course. Polarity being a force, it can feel you are stuck in the current as it gets stronger but you are not.

Obviously you won’t find guidance for the trip here but I pray you will be guarded from feeling stuck if you want to change course. And I pray if you ever need to feel love you will know to ask the creator and receive their/our gift of unity.