05-16-2009, 09:25 AM
(05-14-2009, 07:20 PM)Ali Quadir Wrote: Look back, is there anything you've done with more wisdom than with will power and vision? You said in your introductory post that you've fought your way here.
You are absolutely correct! My desire to get back to some sort of normal mode of operation caused me to just power through almost everything I've ever done spiritually. I never saw the need for control of energy or careful spirtual growth. I just put the will power to it and at times I could just feel energy blockages shattering.
This was actually ok for me if I didn't mind the emotional ride, but it left me without good understanding of a lot of facets of spirituality. I've only just started to read about chakras and such. The reality was that everytime I looked into the matter the material never seemed to be at the level I needed. I get more from the state of mind of the writer of material than I do from the details of it. Two people could write the exact same words, but if one is more in tune with me then I learn more from them.
I absolutely need to learn more about balance and control. Of course there may still be times to power through but I have to have all options available.
Thanks for the insight.