11-10-2020, 05:07 AM
Wow, thank you to everyone that has replied as well as the kind words and thoughts from the people sending them!
For anyone wondering, I'm okay. I thought it was a good question to ask but I was also feeling a little bit strained and vulnerable. Posting here felt like it would help me feel better (it did) and lot of responses resonated strongly with how I feel overall.
As much as I absolutely hate feeling stuck here at times, wishing I could just time out for awhile then come back. I have mostly enjoyed this lifetime so far and am greatly appreciative of the opportunities given to Learn/Teach Teach/Learn. Although I've always tried to maintain a caring and understanding perspective to the people around me and the general population, I can feel my compassion and wisdom being slowly replaced by frustration and confusion on a day to day basis. Well aware that this all part of the process and quite common in this world I still can't help but feel I've been targeted for a little "mental warfare". Whether it be STS entities or some advanced military tech it isn't much of a shock but still quite annoying if true. Or maybe I just have a lot of balancing to do with in my self and need to make some changes in my lifestyle. Either way I'm glad I posted this thread and hope people continue to share their thoughts on the subject.
Peace and Love
For anyone wondering, I'm okay. I thought it was a good question to ask but I was also feeling a little bit strained and vulnerable. Posting here felt like it would help me feel better (it did) and lot of responses resonated strongly with how I feel overall.
As much as I absolutely hate feeling stuck here at times, wishing I could just time out for awhile then come back. I have mostly enjoyed this lifetime so far and am greatly appreciative of the opportunities given to Learn/Teach Teach/Learn. Although I've always tried to maintain a caring and understanding perspective to the people around me and the general population, I can feel my compassion and wisdom being slowly replaced by frustration and confusion on a day to day basis. Well aware that this all part of the process and quite common in this world I still can't help but feel I've been targeted for a little "mental warfare". Whether it be STS entities or some advanced military tech it isn't much of a shock but still quite annoying if true. Or maybe I just have a lot of balancing to do with in my self and need to make some changes in my lifestyle. Either way I'm glad I posted this thread and hope people continue to share their thoughts on the subject.
Peace and Love
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