11-08-2020, 04:11 PM
(11-05-2020, 02:37 AM)Smocur Wrote: Curious to know if anyone wishes they never incarnated here or could just leave without having to die
If this question is coming from an active place of wondering this yourself, please know that I'm sending you some love and light, for what it's worth. I hope you're okay.
When thinking about the question, if I ever regret coming here, or wish I could just leave, I'm actually surprised to realize the answer is no. I think my most common wish is that there were a pause button on life, but not an eject button. This place can be so overwhelming sometimes, and I think if we had the ability to just take a break sometimes, we'd be able to process our catalyst a lot better.
But I think what you are talking about isn't uncommon among wanderers. In one of the most popular Q'uo transcripts, Q'uo says:
Quote:What wanderers usually do not realize is that that which is so obvious and easy from the other side of the veil is impossible to read and difficult to bear within the thick veiling of the third density of Earth, with its free will and its extremely thick veil. The danger always is that the wanderer will not wake up, or, if it is partially awake, that it will awaken only to complain that it is not comfortable, that it wants to go home, that it must leave this place that is so polluted and dirty.- July 31, 2007
To those who feel these things, we would suggest that it is precisely because this planet is so in need of higher vibrations that you came to serve at this time, to help lighten the vibrations of Planet Earth. And you could not do this without incarnating and becoming one of the tribe of humankind. Your love was so great that you took that step. And now you have awakened and you know how difficult a step it was to take. We encourage you to take hold of the honor and the duty of being a wanderer.
That which you know of the higher planes, that which you remember in a dim or not so dim way, bring into your heart and let it bless the environment that you see before you, just as it is. You are not here to clean it up. You are not here to make it right. You are not here to fix it. For all of the outer world is an illusion. You are here to love it. Take the world in your arms and embrace it. This is how you came to serve. This is your glory and your crown. Wear it well and rejoice in being here.
I find Q'uo's perspective here so useful whenever I feel hopeless and lost within this incarnation. And I think a shift in perspective can go a long way in helping us to cope with difficulty, discomfort, or pain. The difficulty we experience here, as being who chose to come here to help, is not pointless. It is something we accepted because we knew there was at least a chance that in doing so, we could then offer the love of the Creator in a truly meaningful way. Knowing the pain and difficulty have a beautiful purpose gives this harsh reality a new and more bearable context for me.
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