Does anyone regret coming to Earth?

[Glow]

Yes but only from my small self perspective. Even as I step back it’s a no, but then also a yes.

I’m certain I felt that way from the start as I crawled off a balcony as an infant and didn’t fall.
I was told I floated(“held up by angels”) till my mother could get there. As a preverbal child I used to stare up to the sky and say to myself that I wanted to go home, knowing this wasn’t it.

In my more broken phases suicidal I was told I would t be allowed to go so no doubt we expected I would struggle in this way but need to stay.

I resonate with the feeling of how clouds can just drift into one another and be one for a while or forever no permanent ridged boundary of self. Still there, nothing lost - but not seperate either.

In my case I just do not revel in separation or I should say the experience of being separate.

Life is pretty packed with beautiful creatures human-animal-insects-plants, minerals and fungi and I enjoy getting to experience them from “here” but I do look forward to feeling that veil lift and fully experiencing the unity again.

It lifts here and there and it’s lovely but I look forward to the water/air/sun all of it no longer feeling separate. I think for me the sweetest spot would be experiencing enough “self” to experience being this experiencer but also feel enough unity or thinness of veil to also experience being all other parts simultaneously. I belive that’s akin to orgasm. Loss of self and merging but on a huge scale. Membrane thin veil.

Not sure where that is the close of 4D or the close of 6 but having a strong bias towards unity is definitely why I am here at harvest. We move towards unity so of course I understand why I’m here and do not really regret, but separateness is not my favourite.