11-01-2020, 08:35 PM
lol houtje, isn't life a paradox ? 
I am sure what you feel inside is shared by an enormous amount of people, you are not alone here ! I laugh with you. I used to feel like that decades ago. Until one day someone told me what I was so at war or thought was so foolish in someone else was exactly how I had functioned at some point, and looking back was despising myself for it !!! Now I think of what that friend told me years back, and I loot at myself land laugh, live and learn...
it's good to be passionate, dont lose it, ... and welcome here !!!
I am sure what you feel inside is shared by an enormous amount of people, you are not alone here ! I laugh with you. I used to feel like that decades ago. Until one day someone told me what I was so at war or thought was so foolish in someone else was exactly how I had functioned at some point, and looking back was despising myself for it !!! Now I think of what that friend told me years back, and I loot at myself land laugh, live and learn...
it's good to be passionate, dont lose it, ...
and welcome here !!!