02-01-2011, 07:41 PM
I am bombarded in every day life with a lot of thoughts, feelings and memories. Some of them are pleasant and some of them are not. They are the so called catalysts.
I've had loads of different approaches and thoughts about how to handle catalysts, and would like to discuss these and how you see it.
At first I saw all thoughts as originated from One initial thought. By being here you are bombarded with the distortions of that initial thought. And since this density is the density of choice you can either choose positive thoughts or negative ones. But after a while it didn't seem right to me with that approach where you choose only pleasant thoughts and therefore shut down other thoughts which are also a part of Creator. By ignoring negative and choosing only positive, you don't work with all parts of the Creator.
Well, proceeding intent was then to work with all thoughts, specially those that are perceived as negative. It is a very lonely and exhausting work.
But then I realized that positive thoughts don't get much attention as the negative ones because it seems that they don't need any work, at least as I thought until today. But today I realized that these thoughts are also catalysts.
Catalyst. What is a catalyst? I perceived it as a negative force that added me in my purification, ie knowing the self, ie knowing the Creator, ie perceived in the end as "positive". Creator is not a place or different dimension to dwell in, but is everywhere and everything, in dimensionless infinity but also in every dimension and density, ie also here (which is my current understanding of the Creator). And by knowing it, you merge with that, ie Creator. When understood, acknowledged, accepted, then loved, wisdom therein can be destilled. Which is a process that might be the meaning of the creation.
Another approach to catalysts is – there is almost no talk about positive catalysts. Great visions are also catalysts, ie tools to work with. One great vision of something can be your catalyst by desiring that vision. And there, you using a positive catalyst, not only negative, and that is much more fun! It can be exhausting to work only with negative forces and aspects of the self, chewing them every day and hour. For instance, you have a vision of yourself becoming something. You can feel it in your spirit, but in every day life you forget about it or simply are not able to pull it through that "illusional" boundary between spiritual and physical world, which in that case becomes very obvious. But by consciously desiring it every moment and in every situation you are working with a positive catalyst!
Another thing that has been on my mind that I would like to discuss is whether we need to process all negative thoughts – is there any end to them? Do we have to take each and every thought that is perceived as negative and consciously work with it?
Two days ago something amasing happened to me that showed me something that's inside me. With that said I would like to know if one can take every thought, every feeling and every memory, that is distorion of the One initial thought, regardless if it is perceived as negative or positive, and just merge with that seeing only The Creator, without any intellectual process? Now, the question is – can one leave the intellectual working aside? Or should one just stay in the normal state of mind and process the catalysts, work with them in order to understand them as seems to be a normal way to do it? Because I feel guilt. If I don't work with thoughts with my mind, in order to understand them, then I might miss something, ie the reason to this incarnation, ie the understanding that comes from the intellectual aspect of living. Do we need to understand catalysts with our mind? Or is it enough to just merge with them all and leave the intellectual job aside?
I've had loads of different approaches and thoughts about how to handle catalysts, and would like to discuss these and how you see it.
At first I saw all thoughts as originated from One initial thought. By being here you are bombarded with the distortions of that initial thought. And since this density is the density of choice you can either choose positive thoughts or negative ones. But after a while it didn't seem right to me with that approach where you choose only pleasant thoughts and therefore shut down other thoughts which are also a part of Creator. By ignoring negative and choosing only positive, you don't work with all parts of the Creator.
Well, proceeding intent was then to work with all thoughts, specially those that are perceived as negative. It is a very lonely and exhausting work.
But then I realized that positive thoughts don't get much attention as the negative ones because it seems that they don't need any work, at least as I thought until today. But today I realized that these thoughts are also catalysts.
Catalyst. What is a catalyst? I perceived it as a negative force that added me in my purification, ie knowing the self, ie knowing the Creator, ie perceived in the end as "positive". Creator is not a place or different dimension to dwell in, but is everywhere and everything, in dimensionless infinity but also in every dimension and density, ie also here (which is my current understanding of the Creator). And by knowing it, you merge with that, ie Creator. When understood, acknowledged, accepted, then loved, wisdom therein can be destilled. Which is a process that might be the meaning of the creation.
Another approach to catalysts is – there is almost no talk about positive catalysts. Great visions are also catalysts, ie tools to work with. One great vision of something can be your catalyst by desiring that vision. And there, you using a positive catalyst, not only negative, and that is much more fun! It can be exhausting to work only with negative forces and aspects of the self, chewing them every day and hour. For instance, you have a vision of yourself becoming something. You can feel it in your spirit, but in every day life you forget about it or simply are not able to pull it through that "illusional" boundary between spiritual and physical world, which in that case becomes very obvious. But by consciously desiring it every moment and in every situation you are working with a positive catalyst!
Another thing that has been on my mind that I would like to discuss is whether we need to process all negative thoughts – is there any end to them? Do we have to take each and every thought that is perceived as negative and consciously work with it?
Two days ago something amasing happened to me that showed me something that's inside me. With that said I would like to know if one can take every thought, every feeling and every memory, that is distorion of the One initial thought, regardless if it is perceived as negative or positive, and just merge with that seeing only The Creator, without any intellectual process? Now, the question is – can one leave the intellectual working aside? Or should one just stay in the normal state of mind and process the catalysts, work with them in order to understand them as seems to be a normal way to do it? Because I feel guilt. If I don't work with thoughts with my mind, in order to understand them, then I might miss something, ie the reason to this incarnation, ie the understanding that comes from the intellectual aspect of living. Do we need to understand catalysts with our mind? Or is it enough to just merge with them all and leave the intellectual job aside?