Welcome cherria,
To a certain extent, this question can only be answered by you and your higher-self.
First step should be achieving "stillness" through meditation, to be-still the Body/Mind/Spirit Complex.
Once the majority of your "distortions" begins to subside. That is when "true intention" reveal itself, do not be afraid if it is selfish at first, because you DO NOT want to hide from your shadow.
If your "shadow" wants to reveal itself, let it. That is the way to bring "light" to the shadow archetype, by taking "awareness," "acceptance," and "correction." to it.
A mistake one can make during the process of awakening/polarizing is letting the "anxiety" of choosing "the correct path" to influence your "pure" intention. From my experience, the wrong path is the path of being "ignorant" to the totality of one-self. This could lead to "the self" not accepting or being "confused" with one's actions.
For example, in Ra's materials. Ra said that Hitler was confused because he thought he was "helping" mankind to advance, but he was being ignorant to the "method" he chose.
To conclude,
achieving "stillness" and then "reflecting" on oneself should lead you to the answer you seek cherria.
With love and light fellow seeker ❤️
To a certain extent, this question can only be answered by you and your higher-self.
First step should be achieving "stillness" through meditation, to be-still the Body/Mind/Spirit Complex.
Once the majority of your "distortions" begins to subside. That is when "true intention" reveal itself, do not be afraid if it is selfish at first, because you DO NOT want to hide from your shadow.
If your "shadow" wants to reveal itself, let it. That is the way to bring "light" to the shadow archetype, by taking "awareness," "acceptance," and "correction." to it.
A mistake one can make during the process of awakening/polarizing is letting the "anxiety" of choosing "the correct path" to influence your "pure" intention. From my experience, the wrong path is the path of being "ignorant" to the totality of one-self. This could lead to "the self" not accepting or being "confused" with one's actions.
For example, in Ra's materials. Ra said that Hitler was confused because he thought he was "helping" mankind to advance, but he was being ignorant to the "method" he chose.
To conclude,
achieving "stillness" and then "reflecting" on oneself should lead you to the answer you seek cherria.
With love and light fellow seeker ❤️
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