09-14-2020, 12:09 PM
I think its different for everyone but all i can say is continuous practice pays off. unfourtnately in my life it is mostly destroyed trough the troubles of daily life and living in a capitalistic society. you see it does not make a difference to be spiritual on the inside but not to act like it on the outside. you must make meditation a part of your entire life and to do that in todays world is impossible. this is why you see large organization(high adepts etc.) or sometimes just indiviudals removing themselves from society in order to find enlightenment. i think @kaziel has been dealing with that problem for a while now. the idea is that in a materialistic society it is hard if not impossible to keep the balance between having physical gold and spiritual gold. countless literarature has been written about how one can not have both. i think these days you dont really have a choice. i mean they lock you up for fishing in a lake or seeding plants in your own garden(uk and us).
sometimes the idea is not to access intelligent infinity but instead try to bring as much light into the dark corners of the world as possible.
personally ive been struggling with this as well. i am also a beginner even though i have spent years reading about this kind of stuff it only recently got to me to start working on myself but even that is nearly impossible. im still trying to figure this out myself. i wish i had an answer but i dont. not really. ive been thinking about just trying to get trough this life to the best of my abilities and not worry too much about the spiritual side but i cant seem to accept that. i want to open the gateway just like you and many others here i presume. im not sure if its possible in this life. im hoping its enough for graduation. if not thats ok too. i gave my best.
btw you mentioned poor time management. in my experience that is not your fault rather it is the result of being exhausted. many people think that you can not overwork your brain but you can. your brain is just like a muscle. it has a limited capacity and it needs recovery time(the result IMHO is "laziness" that is often interpreted the wrong way). you cant do it all. you must find smart ways to expenditure your energy in the right way and not waste it to arguments, fights, negative thoughts and emotions etc.. laziness is not a bad thing, it shows you a problem which you need to adress. no need to hate on the self.
i have read a lot about montalk and i have written to him once and he said that the ultimate spiritual enlightenment aka opening the gateway like in the old days is nearly if not totally impossible, he mentioned several factors such as pollution of the air, water our food, our minds etc... he wrote it far more eloquently than i could but even then and now i have had a hard time accepting that.
i think ultimately its all about making a choice to live spiritually or materialisticlly or try to live in both worlds and the opportunity one has. say you are a millionaire. you are not going to have a lot of difficulty since you already solved your financial issues. imo this is a major thing keeping people down. working a job you dont want to do sucks and the vast majority of people do it because they have to. it takes a way a huge part of your energy/life.
maybe there is a middle way somewhere. im not sure but you mentioned popping out of your body. there is astral projection. i dont practice it because in my view it can be quite dangerous. the time/space is just like earth. there are very bad places and very good places and sometimes you get lost especially if you are new. and sometimes you get attacked by the negative beings which happens to almost everyone here , sometimes you can notice it in dreams and such. i dont want to fearmonger but i think if you really want to you can access the akashic records or get into contact with another positive entity. there is a risk just like i said before.
ultimately i think trying to keep the balance between a life of total commitment to spirituality and the opposite, materialism is the key even if it is hard to accept. very hard....
sometimes the idea is not to access intelligent infinity but instead try to bring as much light into the dark corners of the world as possible.
personally ive been struggling with this as well. i am also a beginner even though i have spent years reading about this kind of stuff it only recently got to me to start working on myself but even that is nearly impossible. im still trying to figure this out myself. i wish i had an answer but i dont. not really. ive been thinking about just trying to get trough this life to the best of my abilities and not worry too much about the spiritual side but i cant seem to accept that. i want to open the gateway just like you and many others here i presume. im not sure if its possible in this life. im hoping its enough for graduation. if not thats ok too. i gave my best.
btw you mentioned poor time management. in my experience that is not your fault rather it is the result of being exhausted. many people think that you can not overwork your brain but you can. your brain is just like a muscle. it has a limited capacity and it needs recovery time(the result IMHO is "laziness" that is often interpreted the wrong way). you cant do it all. you must find smart ways to expenditure your energy in the right way and not waste it to arguments, fights, negative thoughts and emotions etc.. laziness is not a bad thing, it shows you a problem which you need to adress. no need to hate on the self.
i have read a lot about montalk and i have written to him once and he said that the ultimate spiritual enlightenment aka opening the gateway like in the old days is nearly if not totally impossible, he mentioned several factors such as pollution of the air, water our food, our minds etc... he wrote it far more eloquently than i could but even then and now i have had a hard time accepting that.
i think ultimately its all about making a choice to live spiritually or materialisticlly or try to live in both worlds and the opportunity one has. say you are a millionaire. you are not going to have a lot of difficulty since you already solved your financial issues. imo this is a major thing keeping people down. working a job you dont want to do sucks and the vast majority of people do it because they have to. it takes a way a huge part of your energy/life.
maybe there is a middle way somewhere. im not sure but you mentioned popping out of your body. there is astral projection. i dont practice it because in my view it can be quite dangerous. the time/space is just like earth. there are very bad places and very good places and sometimes you get lost especially if you are new. and sometimes you get attacked by the negative beings which happens to almost everyone here , sometimes you can notice it in dreams and such. i dont want to fearmonger but i think if you really want to you can access the akashic records or get into contact with another positive entity. there is a risk just like i said before.
ultimately i think trying to keep the balance between a life of total commitment to spirituality and the opposite, materialism is the key even if it is hard to accept. very hard....