Does anyone here have psychic/PSI-abilites?

[Sacred Fool]

I think of that old "crystalline inner knowing" as a bunch of idiosyncratic study material, quite rich and varied, which I can keep working with while breaking the old mold and growing in a way I couldn't have imagined before, but which is at the same time far less dramatic than the stuff I used to imagine.

Very interesting post.  From the standpoint of recreating these forums, it seems important to have a space for that sort of thing (for those with less self-control than yourself).  Maybe there should be a discrete space for suddenly illuminated geniuses who need a place to spout the first drafts of messianic gospel?  If such were segregated from other forums, it might end up being a good thing in some sense, as you suggest.  People could then return there to see their previous work.  Also, the repetitive nature of such would be more apparent.

It is connected to all the other negative experiences you have had.

So what?  It's connected as well to all my positive emotions as well.  You may well be thinking that you're picking up my emotions when you're actually receiving a blast of your own.  How can you be sure?

Also, I know why or rather who, was involved in giving you that frustration. But I won't say it, as it would not be useful to anyone here. It's not who you think it is.

BS.  Anyhow, you miss the point entirely.  This isn't about me or my feelings.  It's about crafting a beautiful gift for the one Creatrix.  Tune into that vibe for a time and tell us what you get, please.