01-30-2011, 11:56 PM
I went through with it. Yes, everything went fine. Everyone is happy.
unity, as always, you're right on the money. It's more wanting and more fear. I wish I had read that before I did it because, even though it went how it was supposed to, and everyone's happy, walking through that door, into the next room of doors, I opened up another one...
This would also make joe and turtle right.
joe said everything happens for this or that reason, whether it was perceived to be good or bad, you at least learn.
turtle said the very act will have effects of it's own. Specifically he said positive, but it goes both ways.
Thanks for the input by the way.
This is what happened.
Act one was completed. The risk, at this point doesn't matter because it has already been done. So, at first, I'm happy, my people are happy, and everyone who this touched is happy. Sadly, it caused a series of events that, of course, could not have been foreseen. As happy as everyone is, I'm afraid I got stuck with whatever force had to balance the light out. Now I'm stuck alone, and helpless. However, I do not fear, at all! I didn't do it totally for myself, so I can't say I regret anything. I knew it carried some sort of darkness with it, I must have, because I even considered it a risk and showed up at bring 4th, askin all kinds of inputs, lol.
I'm a fairly new member here, not on everyday, and I consider it a haven of peace and balance of mind, specifically for me that is. Love and light and all that too, but I use it as a balancing tool.
Great people, great input, great stories, and on the days I venture onto bring4th, it truly helps.
In a nut shell, the wanting and the fear attached a gunky darkness to the activity, which landed right in my heart. Ouch...
Wishing for wisdom as I go down a lonely path, keeping my mind and body in tune with the spirit. I got this.
unity, as always, you're right on the money. It's more wanting and more fear. I wish I had read that before I did it because, even though it went how it was supposed to, and everyone's happy, walking through that door, into the next room of doors, I opened up another one...
This would also make joe and turtle right.
joe said everything happens for this or that reason, whether it was perceived to be good or bad, you at least learn.
turtle said the very act will have effects of it's own. Specifically he said positive, but it goes both ways.
Thanks for the input by the way.
This is what happened.
Act one was completed. The risk, at this point doesn't matter because it has already been done. So, at first, I'm happy, my people are happy, and everyone who this touched is happy. Sadly, it caused a series of events that, of course, could not have been foreseen. As happy as everyone is, I'm afraid I got stuck with whatever force had to balance the light out. Now I'm stuck alone, and helpless. However, I do not fear, at all! I didn't do it totally for myself, so I can't say I regret anything. I knew it carried some sort of darkness with it, I must have, because I even considered it a risk and showed up at bring 4th, askin all kinds of inputs, lol.
I'm a fairly new member here, not on everyday, and I consider it a haven of peace and balance of mind, specifically for me that is. Love and light and all that too, but I use it as a balancing tool.
Great people, great input, great stories, and on the days I venture onto bring4th, it truly helps.
In a nut shell, the wanting and the fear attached a gunky darkness to the activity, which landed right in my heart. Ouch...
Wishing for wisdom as I go down a lonely path, keeping my mind and body in tune with the spirit. I got this.