Hey there kaziel.
I've had negative entities in my whole life. I don't have the abilities you have but I do have some rudimentary ones. Unfortunately it makes absolutely no difference since I can hardly stop or prevent the attacks. I've asked higher entities for help countless times even Jesus and God. It does help sometimes but it's not a permanent solution. I can feel that. What the others here said is very true. Cities no matter how good your life may be are a extremely negative environment. You don't see shaolin monks running around in new York.
I currently find myself in a very negative environment too but for now there's nothing I can do about it. I keep trying to improve myself but it can only go so far if you gave external resistance as well. My advice would be to get out of that city and focus on inner development. Remove all sources of negativity from your life. It's not enough to control the internal feelings but also those caused by external circumstances. Humans are master's of their environment.
You're very lucky to have family, financial freedom , good education and all that stuff. Without those pillars life sucks to be blunt(speaking from personal experience There are only two paths and if you want immaterial success I think you know the price. It's best to try and do our best to bring the light into the dark places in this world and try to live our lives the best we can. Demons are drawn to light in this world like moths to a flame. The brighter you shine the more attention you'll get.
If I was you I'd focus on living my life to the fullest and not worry so much so much about that shamanic path. It's not something for everyone and you don't need that to find happiness. You can find happiness and traditional spiritual evolution without the paranormal trough living life like a normal good hearted person. I'd be grateful and lay all aside if I could do that in my life. Like I said you've got the foundation. Don't waste it trying to build a skyscraper all by yourself.
I've had negative entities in my whole life. I don't have the abilities you have but I do have some rudimentary ones. Unfortunately it makes absolutely no difference since I can hardly stop or prevent the attacks. I've asked higher entities for help countless times even Jesus and God. It does help sometimes but it's not a permanent solution. I can feel that. What the others here said is very true. Cities no matter how good your life may be are a extremely negative environment. You don't see shaolin monks running around in new York.
I currently find myself in a very negative environment too but for now there's nothing I can do about it. I keep trying to improve myself but it can only go so far if you gave external resistance as well. My advice would be to get out of that city and focus on inner development. Remove all sources of negativity from your life. It's not enough to control the internal feelings but also those caused by external circumstances. Humans are master's of their environment.
You're very lucky to have family, financial freedom , good education and all that stuff. Without those pillars life sucks to be blunt(speaking from personal experience There are only two paths and if you want immaterial success I think you know the price. It's best to try and do our best to bring the light into the dark places in this world and try to live our lives the best we can. Demons are drawn to light in this world like moths to a flame. The brighter you shine the more attention you'll get.
If I was you I'd focus on living my life to the fullest and not worry so much so much about that shamanic path. It's not something for everyone and you don't need that to find happiness. You can find happiness and traditional spiritual evolution without the paranormal trough living life like a normal good hearted person. I'd be grateful and lay all aside if I could do that in my life. Like I said you've got the foundation. Don't waste it trying to build a skyscraper all by yourself.