08-29-2020, 09:56 AM
Well i do not know,
I also possed the ability as some wanderers before me the act of intuitivly knowing,
However these where just modeles of behaviour i came in contact it,
And i am likly to do magical thinking what does that mean for me is:
That i coeralite reality with my acutual existence and there for my act of thinking, can it influence reality,
And to my own suprise it could,
But i became very abstract of my suroundings not believing anybody,
but only my own judgment of what is right,
And therefore waged war against many minds,
Only the align at some point,
when i met the Law of One,
And i stopped waging war against my own thoughts,
it gave me to much trouble to cooperated with other,
I became one out of many,
With actualy no more thoughts because they could produce to much angsity within me.
I just gave myself up to others and find no more need in trying to influence reality,
I just trye to enjoy being now,
And leave everybody open to make there one judgments,
I just wish i could do more for the world,
But only to figure out that i became to powerfull in my own perceptions of reality,
And have to do some penance for my act of thinking harmfuly to achieve control,
And how i knew i became enlighted is because i asked for grace of the universe,
And i asked can you make it rain only above my head, and can my friend pick me up,
Who happend to be bye accident at the same place without he knowing, while i knew.
But only believers would trust shuch a tale, but in my humble honesty this is what happend.
And the dolling of my mind in sillence was not fun.
But i saw it as necerary proces, because i might bye accident found a power within the universe,
which i refuse to use for control.
Much love
I also possed the ability as some wanderers before me the act of intuitivly knowing,
However these where just modeles of behaviour i came in contact it,
And i am likly to do magical thinking what does that mean for me is:
That i coeralite reality with my acutual existence and there for my act of thinking, can it influence reality,
And to my own suprise it could,
But i became very abstract of my suroundings not believing anybody,
but only my own judgment of what is right,
And therefore waged war against many minds,
Only the align at some point,
when i met the Law of One,
And i stopped waging war against my own thoughts,
it gave me to much trouble to cooperated with other,
I became one out of many,
With actualy no more thoughts because they could produce to much angsity within me.
I just gave myself up to others and find no more need in trying to influence reality,
I just trye to enjoy being now,
And leave everybody open to make there one judgments,
I just wish i could do more for the world,
But only to figure out that i became to powerfull in my own perceptions of reality,
And have to do some penance for my act of thinking harmfuly to achieve control,
And how i knew i became enlighted is because i asked for grace of the universe,
And i asked can you make it rain only above my head, and can my friend pick me up,
Who happend to be bye accident at the same place without he knowing, while i knew.
But only believers would trust shuch a tale, but in my humble honesty this is what happend.
And the dolling of my mind in sillence was not fun.
But i saw it as necerary proces, because i might bye accident found a power within the universe,
which i refuse to use for control.
Much love