Depression

[Sacred Fool]

What is depression? Well, in my experience, it's like one's "aura" becomes gluey. My sense of self becomes blurry, and it becomes hard to function in everyday life. I have no energy, and I actively isolate myself because often times it pains me to be around others. I no longer enjoy doing the things I once enjoyed, and everything feels sort of "hopeless."

What is depression, according to Q'uo?:

"The state of mind you call depression is simply the realization consciously, that the self has no[t] been accepted."

That energy which created all that there is may be seen to be the center of all that there is. This field of love is of a nature which is reproduced and is the stuff of all levels of vibration which stem therefrom.  This nature is an essence or a fullness of field. The energy is saturated, that is, there is fullness of love. You seek in understanding cycles to better understand healing. However it is an understanding, shall we say, of fields and of the amount of saturation or fullness of love in the fields, in field strength, shall we say, that aids in the efficacy of healing. That is, the more saturated the awareness of love is, the more fullness of health there is.

The non-acceptance referred to in your Q'uo quote would be something potent enough to gum up your field and would be antithetical to love.  A deep seated unconscious hatred might be one possibility: something so sinister, you dare not look it in the face, yet you would halt your own internal energy flow in order to draw your attention to the general problem. 

What, for instance, could you fiercely hate, yet be ashamed of acknowledging?  On what level of consciousness might you have stowed away this radio-active cargo?

Another approach would be to observe where you are most weakened and wounded and how much storage of anti-love emotions are squirreled away there.


And, oh, by the way, doing such work is surely a service to us all and to our tortured little planet.  The more anti-love which is put to rest, the better off we all are, in my view.