07-25-2020, 08:45 PM
(07-25-2020, 08:29 PM)Kalle Wrote: I don't often dream, alchohol and/or cannabis have been a 'coping mechanism' for the past while.
That said I had one last night. I was at a party in a very chic modern house that I seemed to know my way around but I didn't feel like I belonged, not really engaging with guests or my friend, I daresay avoiding them. One woman had a wonderful smile that alluded to a connection but we didn't talk. It's not too unlike my waking life, I can see the beauty in this world but I'm often avoiding experiencing it with others.
You should try the repeater I have in my signature. I have used it to feel pleasantly drunk. Works for weed too.
The drunk feeling is very clean and clear and no intoxication.