How do you know that you are a wanderer?

[KaliSouth]

Hi all. I just discovered the Ra Material the other day while messing around on the internet. It has given me a new perspective on the order of the universe. The discovery of a set of entities called "wanderers" was the most striking for me. I have, throughout my life, felt alienation. I find it hard to feel emotions sometimes. I am prone to isolate myself and I do have a spastic colon- more severe than most people. I have no way of knowing if these are just anomalies or if I am a wanderer, but I find this topic fascinating!