07-11-2020, 03:51 PM
(07-11-2020, 03:40 PM)sillypumpkins Wrote: I experienced an energetic awakening a few years ago and experienced "dense energy". bone cracking etc. My brain felt like a rubiks cube, and someone was trying to solving it!
I found that the reason for it was I was trying to bend the energy to my will, as it were. I wasn't letting it "be." I was forcing it to go to my crown, and that sort of thing.
Ultimately it became a great lesson in "surrender." It taught me that I just need to let go sometimes, and let the healing happen without interfering in the process.
What happens if you just let go, and let the energy be?
And I'll leave it at that
take care sun
Yes, 90-95% of the time I am in surrender. I'm in freefall for the most part in the Universe and am trusting it to hold me.
Even when I intend to manifest something, I don't really use my own power either.