Dense Energy

[Sacred Fool]

I have some 25 years experience working with subtle energies, participating in workshops, in private sessions and on my own. If what you describe were happening to me, I would be highly concerned and would run, not walk, to someone who could read it for me. If it's prompting your behaviour--and forcing your behaviour--then I expect you're in way over your head, friend. Of course, in your case, you're so used to being in over your head that you may like it and be dismissive of the danger. How you regard it is purely your business, but, on the basis of what you describe, I suspect you may have been adopted as a pet for some manipulative inner planes denizen. Again, were I you, I'd get a professional opinion, toot sweet like.