How to develop outside the will of dictatorship?

[TheAmbiguousSod]

I would like to apologise if I have caused any offence. I’m not the best communicator and have a long way to go. I want to understand you all and see you as myself. I used to believe I was trapped too and used to never be satisfied unless everyone believed we were as trapped as I believed. I have come to learn that the trick is believing you’re trapped. I believe we create our own reality and wherever we are, we have placed ourselves there to learn. We have created that reality for ourselves and so by taking responsibility for everything, you are very powerful. Life is no longer motivated by the outside and now speaks to you from peace found inside.

I believe that if you change the inside the outside will change. I mentioned holy island as an example of a society created within a society and that if you and a family of seekers wanted that life, you could have that and welcome those who want the same.

Sure some will want to take advantage and you might lose it all, I’m often reminding people of their deaths and I am rather eager for my body to feed the earth and the trees, returning just a position of the service that Mother Earth has shown me.

I’m fine with dying, I just work on making the world I create as loving as possible. Even towards the murderer and the rapist, I seek to understand and love them and seek to forgive and accept the murderer within myself. I’m not preaching that I’m above anyone, just suggesting in a biased way that I think you’re not trapped at all and every situation you’re in can teach you something. We’re here to learn and we always have that opportunity no
matter the circumstance. Life literally cannot be lost.