07-01-2020, 07:06 AM
Everyone’s messages have been lovely. It is wonderful to see a group trying to understand together. I have no answers I’m afraid, I have been where you have been and I am aware that I would not have accepted the truth at the time.
It was only due to breaking down and being in complete terror that I was able to see the folly in the world I was creating. I was being hateful towards the powers that be, I was scared all the time, unworthy constantly. I still attempt to deal with unworthiness daily, however, the moment that changed everything was when I accepted responsibility for everything and every moment I have ever experienced.
I am sorry that you have received racist abuse and have had a somewhat more challenging life compared to others. This only proves to me that you have programmed yourself for intense growth and change, you and your higher self sat long and hard planning this life with your guides.
Sometimes the picture changes but the lesson being offered remains the same. If you can hand on heart say that you’re satisfied in being STS then I encourage you to do so, and fast. The fact you’re posting on this forum indicates me to believe that you’re asking for help, you know you don’t want to go down that path and you want the fruits of love and compassion.
Unfortunately, we cannot give what we don’t have. We cannot love others without loving ourselves and ourselves are not what we believe they are.
There is a wonderful book called the power of now, I would recommend it. When I stopped identifying with the voice in my head, the ego, I began to hear the voice of our creator, that’s our real voice. It speaks in silence and it loves you.
May we all prey that you learn the lessons being offered to you. May you find what you are seeking and may you rise up every time you fail. There is a long queue of souls here and only those with the possibility of graduating are incarnate, you are worthy and you can do it. The creator isn’t playing a game of cat and mouse, snatching away enlightenment when it’s close.
The creator created love, everything else is the creation of man and can only exist in the mind of man, separate from the creator. Therefore, it is perceiving being separate that enables anything over than love to exist. I ask you honestly, does separation appeal more to you than unity?
Sometimes I realise I am seeking the one to rid myself of suffering. This may be so, I believe if those that are enlightened do not attempt to share that with man, then it will fade, for why do we seek to gain if not to share it with others?
I can assure you that the STO path will not relinquish your suffering. It will make you hurt to see your brothers and sisters hurt, it is this that will motivate you to help them. I wish you only the best and I ask that you try to find compassion for yourself. You’re a strong soul and it would be an honour to have you with us in 4th density. Love/light
It was only due to breaking down and being in complete terror that I was able to see the folly in the world I was creating. I was being hateful towards the powers that be, I was scared all the time, unworthy constantly. I still attempt to deal with unworthiness daily, however, the moment that changed everything was when I accepted responsibility for everything and every moment I have ever experienced.
I am sorry that you have received racist abuse and have had a somewhat more challenging life compared to others. This only proves to me that you have programmed yourself for intense growth and change, you and your higher self sat long and hard planning this life with your guides.
Sometimes the picture changes but the lesson being offered remains the same. If you can hand on heart say that you’re satisfied in being STS then I encourage you to do so, and fast. The fact you’re posting on this forum indicates me to believe that you’re asking for help, you know you don’t want to go down that path and you want the fruits of love and compassion.
Unfortunately, we cannot give what we don’t have. We cannot love others without loving ourselves and ourselves are not what we believe they are.
There is a wonderful book called the power of now, I would recommend it. When I stopped identifying with the voice in my head, the ego, I began to hear the voice of our creator, that’s our real voice. It speaks in silence and it loves you.
May we all prey that you learn the lessons being offered to you. May you find what you are seeking and may you rise up every time you fail. There is a long queue of souls here and only those with the possibility of graduating are incarnate, you are worthy and you can do it. The creator isn’t playing a game of cat and mouse, snatching away enlightenment when it’s close.
The creator created love, everything else is the creation of man and can only exist in the mind of man, separate from the creator. Therefore, it is perceiving being separate that enables anything over than love to exist. I ask you honestly, does separation appeal more to you than unity?
Sometimes I realise I am seeking the one to rid myself of suffering. This may be so, I believe if those that are enlightened do not attempt to share that with man, then it will fade, for why do we seek to gain if not to share it with others?
I can assure you that the STO path will not relinquish your suffering. It will make you hurt to see your brothers and sisters hurt, it is this that will motivate you to help them. I wish you only the best and I ask that you try to find compassion for yourself. You’re a strong soul and it would be an honour to have you with us in 4th density. Love/light