How to develop outside the will of dictatorship?

[AnthroHeart]

I would remind people of the pillars in the archetypical mind which have the same images on. The only difference between the way they are shaded. The catalyst can remain the same, it is the view and approach to the catalyst that is different for STO/STS entities.

The STO path is about control and manipulation.
The STS path is about acceptance and unity.

I personally believe we have huge influence on catalyst but I do believe there are those things we agree on, on a subconscious level and whilst we may have created this for ourselves, it doesn’t take away the sting of the pain and suffering.

I have come to a point in life where I am truly grateful for every experience I’ve ever had, however, if you tried telling me that I was involved in creating catalyst for myself a few years ago, I would’ve denied that and it would have been my right under law of confusion. I was very attached to being a victim of life and it’s circumstances and I created an identity out of those beliefs, it took a psychotic breakdown and complete terror to allow my ego to crack and remind me of the true nature of things.

Some of us are growing more slowly than others, it is the right of each and every one of us to do so. Once we come to terms with this, I think allowing other their freewill and not viewing their suffering as something to be eradicated is inevitable.

I think you have that reversed.
I still question if I am STS or STO cause I seek to better myself for now, in order to be of better service later.