Is it ok to have God as a lover?

[AnthroHeart]

Maybe it's my way of harvesting to 4D without dying.

I have given it all I have for years and I'm just starting to break through.

I want to be more like God in purity because even this little resistance I have hurts somewhat.

But there is tremendous bliss too. That gets even greater when I lie down.

I also feel a pressure on my forehead. My teacher says that's the mark of protection that God gives us against the tribulations going on on Earth.

Those who have gone through Kundalini are protected.