06-14-2020, 01:23 PM
I noticed because of my dense field that when I flipped myself over in bed it felt like I was light as a feather.
Though my legs and sides are SUPER itchy right now.
It feels like I'm losing my physicality. It's almost like heaven on earth the zone I am in mentally.
I still look at furry porn, sometimes people in fursuits having sex.
I don't know if this is cheating on God.
He tells me no though. But I can't help but feel bad.
Maybe it's the hormones after the fact.
Though my legs and sides are SUPER itchy right now.
It feels like I'm losing my physicality. It's almost like heaven on earth the zone I am in mentally.
I still look at furry porn, sometimes people in fursuits having sex.
I don't know if this is cheating on God.
He tells me no though. But I can't help but feel bad.
Maybe it's the hormones after the fact.