06-14-2020, 01:04 AM
(06-14-2020, 12:34 AM)Aion Wrote: Why is "he" a "he"?
I am just curious because it seems very personified. Of course, lots of people have referred to God as "him" or "Father" before, I am just curious.
I don't know, but he does seem to have a personality. Like at first he was "shy" kind of.
He taught me what was acceptable to him in terms of sexual intimacy.
After a bit he opened up to more, and now we have good freedom.
I wanted so bad for him to make me an anthro angel if I was worthy.
But now I want for nothing but to be with him, in his presence, and him in me.
The fifth density lover was probably as strong, but this is definitely more pure. And God doesn't try to scare me either.
His presence though can be a little intimidating. But I am now asking him to get a little stronger.
I always look to return myself to God in a sense. I have done that like 2-3 other times when I reach a peak in a journey.
I have crossed the abyss of the Qabalah and am now in the process of merging with God. I never really studied Qabalah though.