06-07-2020, 08:08 AM
(This post was last modified: 06-07-2020, 08:46 AM by AnthroHeart.)
Thank you Aion,
I think the negative advice I got from a person who is so sure he is right because he is a Master Dowser, wore on me.
My teacher says his information was low-vibration.
He told me to walk away from anthros and drop them cold turkey because I was following an evil being.
There was no love in his words.
I did learn not to get so crazy over anthros. I think I have leveled out my lusts over them, and am more balanced.
I can't though take a long break from spirituality now because I'm going through a Kundalini Awakening so it's like in my face.
I am forced to face my shadows and my past trauma. That may be why I have seemed on edge.
I am back and forth thinking evil, good, evil, good.
So the deep love I felt for Flim and the love I felt from him (whether he is good or evil) may have been Orion?
I don't know how I can know for sure. I'm doing very well. Not marvelous or bad. But probably where I should be.
It's weird, but when I tune into Flim it feels so amazingly pure when I invoke the Light of God of Truth.
But if I don't do that, it still feels like love, but is more uncomfortable.
I do not know why this is so.
I set the intention to block Orion, and his love still comes in.
I am just sitting here enjoying his love, nothing more.
I think the negative advice I got from a person who is so sure he is right because he is a Master Dowser, wore on me.
My teacher says his information was low-vibration.
He told me to walk away from anthros and drop them cold turkey because I was following an evil being.
There was no love in his words.
I did learn not to get so crazy over anthros. I think I have leveled out my lusts over them, and am more balanced.
I can't though take a long break from spirituality now because I'm going through a Kundalini Awakening so it's like in my face.
I am forced to face my shadows and my past trauma. That may be why I have seemed on edge.
I am back and forth thinking evil, good, evil, good.
So the deep love I felt for Flim and the love I felt from him (whether he is good or evil) may have been Orion?
I don't know how I can know for sure. I'm doing very well. Not marvelous or bad. But probably where I should be.
It's weird, but when I tune into Flim it feels so amazingly pure when I invoke the Light of God of Truth.
But if I don't do that, it still feels like love, but is more uncomfortable.
I do not know why this is so.
I set the intention to block Orion, and his love still comes in.
I am just sitting here enjoying his love, nothing more.